I really sometimes doubt that SA is still the place to be

I read a lot of stuff online. I see what is happening around me and then I wonder, is it really worth it? Staying in SA with its unstable politics... and people.

Just yesterday an isolated event described on an IOL article (that passed under my eyes) yet another racist remark against citizens of South Africa and I realised that forgiveness is not a word that everybody understands. Some people will always carry hate in their hearts and then pass this on to the next generation.

Now I want to see if these two police officers that made themselves guilty of racism will be punished just as harshly as a white person would that does the same thing.

After watching Hotel Rwanda last week... well, imagine the gory images I now have in my head. Being carved by a panga or burnt alive...

I think my biggest fear is that South Africa will have more blood in the soil. It is so unnecessary.